veritas !

Sun, 01 Feb 2009 00:53:56 GMT

“Develop a built-in bullshit detector.”
“When people talk, listen completely. Most people never listen.”
-Hemingway

Sun, 01 Feb 2009 00:26:03 GMT

I get lost in the beauty,
Of everything I see
The world ain't half as bad
As they paint it to be ;
<3

Sat, 31 Jan 2009 07:30:36 GMT

But thinkers in their youth are almost always lonely creatures.

Wed, 28 Jan 2009 17:33:14 GMT

People are rational if you're just honest with them.

I have no doubt;

Tue, 27 Jan 2009 07:03:20 GMT

one day we'll work it out.
one day
the sun will come out.

Sat, 24 Jan 2009 18:24:26 GMT

I got a 98 on my all county solo today :D.

Thu, 22 Jan 2009 05:12:15 GMT

I realized today that I've been living in some sort of dream world and I need to snap out of it.

Thu, 15 Jan 2009 06:22:07 GMT

I'd like to pretend to sleep,
For awhile.
Where my senses run dull and
Can no longer feel the deep,
Sensitivity of all that has burdened
Me, in ways I cannot
Interpret to be true.
I am caught under bed sheets,
But they are so very heavy,
Made of wood and concrete;
Upon them sits the weather-
In forms of coldness, warmth, and
The barrenness, it ages me,
Across me comes the greeness too,
While I just lie there in all my dreams
Encompassing me while the birds
And streams, and clouds roll on by
They whisper their thoughts to me as my soul;
It perches upon the edge and
Upward it goes.
Until I'm tingling, until it's said
To be that where my body shall be;
It is there,
I will finally be free.

Thu, 15 Jan 2009 06:15:26 GMT

It's supposed to be -15 degrees outside. If we don't have a snow day tomorrow I'll be pissed.

Fri, 09 Jan 2009 21:33:11 GMT

Everyone has a subtle case of curiosity
Within their souls,
That aches
And grows.
It lingers until the aging kicks in
When you've found what you needed to know;
But for me
It continues on,
And on
Until I've gone.

Fri, 09 Jan 2009 04:47:08 GMT

I had to perform my exit project today in front of like five judges which were basically people from around our county that were either teachers or board members or some sort of official of the city. It wasn't that bad but I think I was more fidgety than I should've been. And I'm pretty sure I bored one of the guys half to death. Like he just wanted me to shut up or something. I guess I know how teachers feel sometimes when I give them that look like "stfu" and they're so into what they're saying.

I don't want to go to school tomorrow. For a lot of reasons. I feel like I'm done with my senior year now that my exit project is over with. I just have to pass my mid-terms and finals and I can finally graduate <3. That's really all.

We should've had a snow day today. Practically all the schools around us were closed. It was a rip off. And I just checked the weather and it doesn't look like we're getting anything severe, I think just one-inch of snow and that's it.

Sun, 04 Jan 2009 11:31:54 GMT

ohmygod. Tim Burton is making Alice In Wonderland, due to release in 2010. AND JOHNNY DEPP IS GOING TO BE THE MAD HATTER. AND ANNE HATHAWAY IS GOING TO BE THE WHITE QUEEN. I'm freaking out.

Sun, 04 Jan 2009 08:41:19 GMT

Everything is so much more peaceful in the morning before the sun comes up. It's quiet and there are never any cars in the street. Maybe that's why I like it so much.

I feel like school is just a distraction. It pulls me away from things I really love to do. Not just play video games, but write and be with friends. I like making sites, and playing music, and going to dance (sometimes). I think that all the extra work and projects and exams gets to me too much. And it's easy to let it get to you, because you're always feeling overwhelmed, and you just want to do the crap you want to do. But if you avoid school, then you get grades you don't want. And your life is basically run on a system there, so there's no way out. I really hate it. And I'm disappointed to be going back on Monday. I'm not really looking forward to seeing many people. And I'm not looking forward to mid-terms or performing my exit project power point on thursday that I havent even started yet, and don't plan on starting anytime soon. I have a ton of things to do for AP Bio, AP English, and Gov. And I haven't done it. And I don't want to do it, that's the thing. I used to not care and just do it. Now I just can't stand doing it. I feel like I learn more on my own anyway, than sitting in a classroom listening to teachers ramble on about their own lives, and then try and teach us things they don't even understand. Half of the material I've ever been taught, I've had to teach to myself. I'm sure it's the same way with a lot of students. And that's what's the most frustrating about it. Blegh. Whatever. I wish vacations were longer.

gotta find my place in displacement.

Wed, 24 Dec 2008 23:35:27 GMT

Wanna hold a vision of tomorrow
Understand the truth from the lie
Wanted love and craving some attention
Where was I when you lost your sight
You wear your heart on your sleeve
The weather…

One day through the next we’ll see
You might not remember me
Memories dissolve with years
Age can take the best I fear

Wed, 24 Dec 2008 23:30:25 GMT

Home fails. Christmas fails. My parents fail. I can't wait to fucking get out of here.

andy samberg is fucking hilarious

Tue, 23 Dec 2008 02:49:18 GMT

Mon, 10 Nov 2008 05:31:53 GMT

The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds.

Mon, 03 Nov 2008 23:55:28 GMT

I love this movieeee! watch it if you already haven't.

Wed, 29 Oct 2008 21:34:47 GMT

whenever I'm alone with you
you make me feel like I am whole again___;

Fri, 24 Oct 2008 20:14:52 GMT

I turn 18 tomorrow :]

Sat, 18 Oct 2008 05:13:36 GMT

lmao. Obama '08 <333

Mon, 06 Oct 2008 01:54:03 GMT

Applying to college will be the death of me.

I've gotten so addicted to the show Gossip Girl no matter how over-dramatic it really is xD. And I've been drinking snapple like crazy. Tomorrow's Monday, that blows.

Sat, 27 Sep 2008 03:46:03 GMT

I want to see this movie because Anne Hathaway looks effing fantastic in it, and my name is in the title.

Fri, 26 Sep 2008 23:38:39 GMT

Word. AP Bio will be the end of my life.

But I finally went to take my permit test today and got a one hundred :D

Tue, 23 Sep 2008 01:27:36 GMT

Do you ever get the feeling that maybe you were in true love for a second, or a couple minutes? Or maybe a day, or a few months? Not the teenage-romance kind of love, but I guess the kind that makes you feel comfortable and warm, and like you're in a dream. 'Cause I feel like it's happened to me. And it all feels like it never really happened. It all seems fake to me now. But it's fun to think about sometimes and question if maybe it really did happen to me for once, maybe even just for a little while. Have you ever felt so liked that it fills you up inside until you can't even stand it anymore? It's hard to explain, but it's something I've been thinking about.